Archive for October, 2004

Jealousy

Small is suffering
small is despair
the biggest pang
is jealousy

Written almost a year ago.

Doom 3 for Linux

For Linux users, id Software have released Doom 3 binaries for Linux today. They have a demo for Linux too, so even if you don’t own the retail copy you can still try the game.

For those who work with clusters or storage, Red Hat recently released the GFS cluster file system as free software under the GNU GPL license. They deserve a big pat on the back.

Suspect

You look like
that person I dreamed of
that night
a girl who sought
away from a band of tricks

But would you believe
would you believe that
if you feel
you can like the girl
in that dream

Wishes and chaos
blend like the rainbow
in dreams
untrue till tried
and tried

But would you believe
would you believe
that everything achieved
was first dreamed of
by you

It takes time
with stubborn desire
unflinching stubborn desire
but no fickle thought
lasts or sticks

So would you believe
would you believe that the life
you wait to achieve
was always yours waiting
far from the band of fools
that could never love anyone

What they painfully love to own
with burning cowardice
has been
and will always be
the ways of your tranquil life

So would you believe
would you believe
that you are the destiny
carved by Gods
in your time

Written on September 6, 2004.